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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Biggest Bluest Hi-Fi


Biggest Bluest Hi-Fi
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
I like Camera Obscura a lot. They are very B&S, not surprising, really. In fact, they pretty much are B&S, so that's why I like them I guess... Oh dear, I'm talking rubbish... They are very good though. Listen to them!

Seaside Adventure to Filey


Brave...
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
We went on an adventure to the seaside! It was lovely; I can still feel the sand between my toes. I felt like a child again after spending all afternoon playing games on the beach. We even paddled in the sea (very brave of us). Click on the picture to see more snaps of our adventure...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

EU constitution referendum

I read a funny article in The Guardian today. It said that if and when we have a referendum in this country on the EU constitution, those of us who took part in French exchanges as kids would be voting according to the like or dislike of our exchange partner. Those of us who got the smelly, spotty, 11 year-old called Didier would definitely be voting no. I suppose I got on quite well with my exchange partner Rachel. Does that mean I have to vote yes? Hmmm, I have to think about this one!

Life's Not All Ha Ha Hee Hee


Life's not all haha hehe
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
I don't watch a lot of TV, but when I do I like to watch something that's worth watching. This was. Just when you thought that things couldn't get any worse for the three of them, in the end everything turned out alright. Not perfect, but they survive. And they all learn a lesson. I almost thought that Chila would take Deepak back! But she didn't. It's so great that she could continue to be friends with her husband after all that happened. But it does make you think about marriage a lot. As Chila said, she was in love with the idea of a husband, a house and a family, rather than Deepak himself. Yes, it did make me really think about marriage. I guess not all marriages turn out this way. It's better to try and fail than not try at all though, right?

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Rufus Wainwright


rufus
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
I can't even begin to describe seeing Rufus play live. Truly wonderful. And for that he deserves a place on my blog. Rufus!! We love you!!

Saturday, May 14, 2005

a few words about some films

I thought I should write just a few words about two films that I have seen this week.

The Edukators, to me, was more than I expected it to be, and one of the best films I have seen in a long time. Rather long though (a little too long maybe) but there are so many surprises and turns that you don't really realise. It was wonderful to see young people so ideologically motivated, getting back at the rich, craving political change. What I did want to comment on was the friendship between Jan, Jule and Peter. I feel that the way that Peter accepted Jan and Jule's betrayal was perhaps a little idealistic, and a little hard to believe. I really commend Peter though and the way he chose friendship over bitterness, but I don't know if that could really happen? Could it? Peter loves Jule, but of course he doesn't own her. I am pleased that he chose friendship. I hope he can be an inspiration to us all. And Jeff Buckley singing Hallelujah.. So beautiful! I didn't want the song to end.

As for Nobody Knows, well, what can I say? A beautiful movie, but so shocking and real. That somebody could abandon their own children like that is impossible to believe.

Monday, May 09, 2005

is it the right decision?

I'm wondering about the decision I made to teach. Is it the right decision? Will I be able to manage and enjoy it at the same time? Is it going to be a complete waste of time and will I drop out? I hate to fail, but because of this I know that whatever happens I will see it through (so many times I almost failed but I didn't). But I worry about being unhappy and lonely, and what's the point in that when we should be enjoying life? But I'm not so happy with what I'm doing now (I need a challenge and motivation) and I saw and admired so many of my colleagues in Japan and thought that someday I'd like to be like them... And many of my friends who are teachers I admire too. I think I can do it, and I hope I can. Despite what others say... Somebody tell me I can!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Last Smile

I am trying to learn to sing this song at the moment. まだ下手ですが。。。

作詞・作曲・編曲:LOVE PSYCHEDELICO


ホラ 抱き合える喜びは過ぎ去りし
I never look back again
胸の中 腕の中 悲しみは 君と melt away
夢で会えたって 一人泣いたって
君は change your way 響かない 届かない
曖昧な手のひらで 踊る tango style 僕ならもう・・・
全て溶けだした noon 絵にならない Monday

I wish if I could see the light of heaven
I don't know the color of sea, but there's no reason

運命線から other way
それから憂いてる風とも get away
いつでも放たれたくとも 君は目の前で last smile
ただ 見守ってるよな 君の style
oh 戯れの遠目な loser
会いたい気持ちが go away
今でも泣きたくなるなら any way
いつかは旅立ちたくとも 君は向こう岸で last smile
暮れる想い出よ go away

相対性から wake up ただひたむきな明日への step up
今次第にうまれゆくイメージは global I'm feeling you away
永遠からなる loser 今だけに止まらないような lover
果てしなく続くステージは break down
I'm gonna find another way
それを追いやって 僕はホッとして
時は just as same in my dream you call my name,
joke it like it you use to babe
嘘に濡れたって 罪は消えない 終んない
It's so heavy

I wish if I could see the light of heaven
I don't know the color of sea, but there's no reason

生命線から other way
それから憂いてる夢とも get away
いつでも結ばれたくとも 君は目の前で last smile
ただ 戸惑ってるよな 君の style
oh 幼気で遠目な loser
会いたい気持ちが go away
今でも泣きたくなるなら any way
いつかは旅立ちたくとも 君は向こう岸で last smile
揺れる想い出よ go away

I wish if we could see the light of heaven
I don't know the color of sea, but there's no reason
I wish if we were in the light of heaven
don't go away...

運命線から other way
それから憂いてる風とも get away
いつでも放たれたくとも 君は目の前で last smile
ただ 見守ってるよな 君の style
oh 戯れの遠目な loser
会いたい気持ちが go away
今でも泣きたくなるから any way
いつかは旅立ちたくとも 君は向こう岸で last smile
暮れる想い出よ go away

運命線から other way
それから憂いてる風とも get away
いつでも放たれたくとも 君は目の前で last smile

会いたい気持ちが go away
今でも泣きたくなるなら any way
いつかは旅立ちたくとも 君は向こう岸で last smile

(Android wy, I got this from your website. ありがとう!)

Saturday, May 07, 2005

誰も知らない


誰も知らない
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
I think that everybody knows, I really, really want to see this film!

Dublin trip 4-5 May


The Oval
Originally uploaded by jennywren146.
Perhaps, at last, a photo that doesn't clash?

Well, at long last I made it to Dublin. The shortest flight of my life - 40 minutes - on the worst airline ever (only the price was good). I'm going to give a summary of what we did there and what I remember most of the 26 hours we spent in Ireland's captial city.

The Oval (pub - see photo - on the corner of O'Connell St and Abbey Road Middle) was recommended to me by Akiko. And if anyone reading this ends up in Dublin, I seriously recommend this place. Although it doesn't look much from the outside, you can see from the pitcure how amazing it is on the inside. In the company of the locals, we ate the most wonderful lamb stew (although generally speaking I'm not a stew fan), and soaked up the atmosphere of a real Irish pub. The rest of the evening was spent wandering the streets, including around Grafton Street and Temple Bar, walking along the Liffey (or the Sniffey as Dubliners call it), and drinking coffee in a pavement cafe. End of day one.

Had a traditional 'Irish' Breakfast, which, basically is identical to an English one, except that we had not only the delight of black pudding, but, also, WHITE pudding (yes, such a thing exists!). No, really, it was a great breakfast, except for the black and white stuff. I did try the white stuff, which tasted exactly like sausage, but wasn't prepared to risk more than one mouthful. Met some lovely Australian women on the table next to us, who were absolutely taken aback by the fact that we'd come to Dublin for a day. It is quite remarkable really, when you think about it, although not so amazing as going to Iceland for the day (Jane).

So, off we went to Kilmainham Gaol (yes, Wanyu, it is quite bizarre going to Ireland and end up looking round an old jail), but it was so interesting, and cleared up some of the gaps in my Irish history. Not all, but a few of them (for example, I can now tell you about the Easter Rising and about the road to independence, which I only vaguely knew about before). I was totally shocked to learn that Ireland only became fully independent from us as recently as 1949, a result of the general dissastisfaction with the creation of the Irish Free State. Anyhow, we had a tour of the building, saw the cells of ex-prisoners like Eamon de Valera etc etc. Chilling stuff, but well worth the trip.

Trinity is lovely. I wonder what it would be like to be student there... The Book of Kells was ok to see, but the Long Room (which holds 200,000 of Ireland's oldest books) is incredible - all those ancient books in one room... No pictures were allowed unfortunately, but I don't think I'll forget that place.

The last few hours we spent in St. Stephen's Green, and in Wagamama *yay*. What a lot we packed into a few hours (I think I'm turning Japanese - no offence intended, Koji!). Well, that's another place I wanted to go to crossed off the list. Where to next I wonder...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

my next book

This is the book that I want to read next (after Hitchhiker's). As soon as it comes out in paperback.

I can't tell if this is the British cover or the US one... Fre and I often talk about how you can tell by looking at the book's cover, but this time I don't know. If Dan was around he would tell us to stop talking rubbish.


I have also recently realised that every picture I post on here clashes with the colour scheme of my blog. See Tulips for example, and Persepolis. Nevermind.